I am feeling increasingly open minded and philosophical at the moment; I am being drawn by a compulsion that I cannot identify to read a book called “The Shining Ones” by Philip Gardner, which will perhaps lead me onto another book - “The Serpant Grail”. I have heard a lot of talk recently about mind stretching books and more than once I have been told to read the “Da-Vinci Code” however I am compelled by the former mentioned titles more by the lack of their mention than by their content.

Well…

Since I have a whole two weeks off work, I may as well continue my journey of self discovery and realisation. Whether it be a physical, mental, emotional or spiritual journey I think I will leave that up to the universe.

Besides, if you already know what lies at the end of a path, what fun is there in walking the road?

I guess this is one of the biggest driving forces inside me. This is a journey I have always been on since I can remember, from when I was young and my mind was far less cluttered with reason and logic; which in itself suggests to me that the true nature of wisdom might be something on an emotional or spiritual level.

I am at a point now, that I realise no matter what I do, the only recognition or approval I should seek or ever want is my own. As long as I am happy in myself. I will be content, for the moment though - in all honesty I am not.

All will be revealed in time, and in small moves…

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