I find it fascinating the number of people that tell me not to worry. There’s more to life etc… On the surface I am open minded and take it all in. However, deep down on a subconscious level the worry wort in me lurks, and maybe forever will.

From time to time, he bubbles up inside of me like a tiny Vesuvius - an emotion of Plinian proportions. I am fortunate - in my state of mind. Since I am in touch with my emotions and they do not rule my life; they guide my life - and the message I am getting right now? ‘Something’s gotta give’ so….time for me to have a long sit down and have a heart-to-heart with my inner child.

Since moving to New Zealand, I have been a little frivolous (spelling?) in my entranced glamour of this brave new world. This approach, this care-free abandon which I have embraced comes with its consequences. For all that has happened, and for all that is about to happen, I truly have no regrets

…As they say. You only live once - right?