I was about to goto bed, but just had to post on the blog first. I’m filled with this amazing feeling - it’s almost akin to elation; or that feeling you get when you first start going out with someone?! Alas that part isn’t true about me (yet)…*chuckle*…sigh! It’s odd since I have no real grounds to feel this way, I guess my mindset has changed every so slightly and decided ‘What the heck!’ lets just feel good anyway?!

I’ve checked my diet, and I haven’t eaten anything different than usual, though Chinese for lunch two days on the run is not exactly condusive to my lifestyle!! I’ve not been drinking ‘any’ alcohol since returning from the Gold Coast in Australia….since I’m on call this week, my one big rule to myself is that I never drink when on call. But at all other times I can drink myself to a stupour and suffer memory loss! (kidding!!)

Boo-ya! I’m certainly bouncy this evening, just hope I can settle myself and actually get some sleep!

I realise I ought to be asleep by now, but I’ve been running a marathon of a different sort; phoning mortgage people, and loan people; making arrangments for a solicitor etc…. Time for a Yeeee-Haaar!! I’ve accepted an offer on my house, the ball is now rolling in approximatley 5 to 8 weeks I’ll be released of all UK financial ties (although - I will keep a bank account ticking over, plus a small credit card in order to keep my credit rating whilst I am not in country) - that way if I ever return. I don’t have to rebuild my status from scratch….sneaky huh!

Gonna catch some zzzzzz’s now :sleepy: at least it’s Friday eh?

Like a crazy angry baby, I try to settle and fail.  I feel like it’s Christmas every day right now, only it won’t be until sometime in mid to late September when my particular Santa comes to life!  I can’t say any more until it’s “Official”; apart from my house will be on the market within the next 2 weeks, and I will be desperatley selling all none essential items to build up a little captial towards a major move - Crikey!

All of this major change stuff has sent me into a bit of a retro-sentimental whir….to the point that I’ve “virtually” bumped into an old flame on the good ol’ t’internet, so I’ve dropped her a line to say hi…*waves!!

Gosh I soooo wish I could sleep right now, but I’m just a bag full on anticipation, excitement, nerves, drive, and wonder…maybe I need to change my brand of coffee?  maybe I need to go to the 24hr Tesco and grab some Calms?  maybe I just need to stop asking rhetorical questions?

Hmmm….Right I’m determined to get “some” sleep!  Night all!

This might be a longer post…..but to be frank….I’m currnelty steaming!!  Met a friend of Dave’s, father of my goddaughter….and I think, I have truly met someone who can open my eyes to the “real” world! 

I feel like..well, I’ll have to run I think I’m gonna hurl…